When I enjoyed the other night, I remembered who I was but the difference is, the stranger I've become I cannot walk away from. Its a path that I've taken and though the things I felt were vulnerability, loneliness, depression, or being numb, I am stronger because of it. I may need to rebuild my heart but along the way, I have friends who remind me the good I have in myself even when all I see is the bad.
On that note, I will always love my ex. I've never been so happy in my life. I may have become a stranger because I felt like something has been lost but, it doesn't mean I haven't found joy in the life I've already lived or forgotten about it and, the life I will continue to experience.