Sunday, December 28, 2008

"A Friend"

It all started weeks ago when you decided to make a comment on one of my blogs. At first I thought it was some Anonymous person I've never met. But then you reached deeper and made a comment about my past, made a comment about love, made an observation I've never seen in myself which made me believe that we know each other in some way. Riddles you threw and answers I gave back. When asked to reveal who you were, you remained a mystery saying not knowing is easier than being involved. Though dissatisfied with your answer, I was happy to read your random comments, until now. I was on vacation for two weeks and came back to find that you left a comment where you wanted to fade away. Not giving much thought I left a response and tried to get back in the swing of my life. It wasn't until recently where I started to think about what you wrote and my mind began to start running in random thoughts. I didn't want you to disappear, I liked reading your insights even if you were a mystery but I didn't understand how you would fade away if I'm not even sure who you are. It wasn't until today, right at this moment, where I googled who Alexi Murdoch was and what Wait was all about. I've added the lyrics:

Alexi Murdoch - Wait
Feel I'm on the verge of some great thruth
Were I'm finally in my place
But I'm thumbling still for proof
And its cluttering my space
Casting shadows on my face
I know I have a strength to move ahead
I can hardly leave my room
So I'll sit perfectly still
And I'll listen for a tune
When the mind is on the moon
And if I stumble
And if I stall
And if I slit now
And if I should fall
And if I can't be all that I could be
Will you, will you wait for me
Cause everywhere I seem to be
I am only passing through
I dream these days about the sea
Always wake up feeling blue
Wishing I could dream of you
So if I stumble
And if I fall
And if I slit now
And loose it all
And if I can't be all that I could be
Will you, will you wait for me

And wait for me
And wait for me
And wait for me
Won't you wait for me
And wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Won't you wait for me
And wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Won't you wait for me
And wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Won't you wait for me
And wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Won't you wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Please wait for me
Won't you wait for me
I've never heard this song before and listening to it again I felt peace. I only have my guesses of who you could be, and I only hope that if it is the person I am thinking of, then you'll know I'll wait...

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